I fight for love.

I want to confess something. I want to confess that I've hurt my partner emotionally and mentally. I've abused her feelings. And I have will not defend myself for what I did. I deserve every single type of punishment every invented by man. I ask this because, as much as I have sinned/wronged her. I don't want her to go away. I want her to stay. I just ask for some time. I just want to have a chance to work things out. Even if it didn't work out, I don't want her to go away. I treasure her company. So how? How am I suppose to persuade her to stay? Everything reminds her of me, and it's painful. And I hate myself for letting that happen. But I cannot live without her presence. I cannot breath without her nearby. I live a hollow life if she is not around me. Sayang... don't go. I have no one else to live for.