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Goodness... I need to be "stimulated"

It's official boys and gals.. I sent out more than 25 resumes to date.
Albeit all of em are online, but who gives a crud.. rite? So.. hmmm..
maybe i'm crying out for some sanity? ntah la.. But its definitely
signs that something does not sit well with my environment. It
could be a culmination of things. It could just be one thing. Or maybe
i'm just freaking out because it's been sometime since I felt good at
work and shit happened in Shell... heh.. oh.. and the fact I couldn't
go back this month.. I have to say.. this is quite a bummer period for me.
Currently lacking motivation to give it my best. Especially since my
colleague is back from MC.

I guess i'm getting tired of support work kot... Boy, I tell ya, when
there're no problems, it's almost like lazing at the beach, enjoying the
air. BUT.... soonest there's trouble... There'd be days.. even weeks
where you barely see the sun.. :P

Well, I'm not sure what effect the resume broadcasting session will
have upon my career, but it was surely therapeutic. Maybe if I stick
with it for another few years something good will happen? No lah..
very passive thinking la.. I have not learnt anything new either from
working, mistake, nor through training in the last 8 months. I have to
say that it feels very stagnant. The only 'soft' skill i'm learning is how
to be patient with difficult clients.. (having a tough time with it too)
i.e. how to keep my tongue.

So.. maybe this is a subconcious act to look for knowledge elsewhere?
So, does the rolling stone really gather no moss? Well.. young
grasshoppers are definitely very low in the food chain. And hopefully
haste is not playing a part in the upcoming chain of events. Maybe
time to clarify again my main objective for this span of my life. The
cup that is empty must be filled. And should that cup be full, pour out
the water, so it can be filled again. :D

laterz..